When does it stop being fun?

When does being funemployed turn into just being unemployed? I think the answer is - when you run out of money and confidence in your ability to live in the real world. It's November now - I graduated in May. I think its time to really get worried. As each day goes by, as every resume I send goes unanswered, I start to really question my self worth in this cruel and lonely world (obvi I'm being a little melodramatic but whatevs). I fail miserably at every interview I've gone on. My resume gets me through the first door but that's about it. I would like to say that if only interviewers really got to know me, they would see that I'm highly capable. But I'm starting to doubt that myself. I really really really suck at interviews. I do this weird thing where I think it would be cute and endearing to put my finger to my cheek and go hmmmm every time they ask me a question. BUT IT'S NOT CUTE!!!! But I also can't help myself. I really need to work on my professionalism because it is currently very low. Obviously I would be the best new employee ever because I'm awesome!!! But my awesomesauce takes a while to shine through. Hopefully every interview I go on teaches me something new and by the time the next interview rolls around I'll be better. Fingers crossed!